HELP! I'm obsessed with Twilight Fanfiction!

2010-05-30T13:40:00.001+10:00

This is totally non vamp related, but absolutely 100% without a doubt worth sharing. I wish I had the same attitude and gumption as this chick...

FML. I _hate_ plagiarism.

2010-04-08T16:32:00.000+10:00

Get this. I've been working on a short story for months (which I will post up here once its been graded at University..). It _was_ inspired by Jasper and Alice, but as the piece moved on (it only had to be 2000 words to start with) it progressed and no longer became a Jasper and Alice story. Now its an original. I SAID ORIGINAL!

So anyway, the whole deal is that we are supposed to write the piece, submit it on the University LMS website, and the following week we present it to the class, and sit back and wait for their comments.

My turn to submit is next week.

So anyway, I logged on to the University LMS site to download this weeks reading. I started reading it, and Oh. My. God. I could have sworn it was my piece of writing.

The writing style is different. But the character, the plot, and everything but the setting is the same (mine is set in an asylum, hers is set in a house).

I contacted the Uni lecturer/tutor, and he read both pieces and after admitting that both were extremely similar pieces, he said that mine was "v. good" and that he really enjoyed reading it! *dances*

So now I'm excited to submit it, because he said that I could, since the writing styles were different, and he will look in to whether some kind of privacy has been breached, but he thinks that it could just be a fluke that the stories are so alike.

So keep your eyes on this page people, and I will post it in a while :)

Daddy's home..

2010-03-23T18:36:00.000+11:00

My bestie sent this to me tonight, and I couldnt help but laugh myself silly.. it reminded me of my daughter..

Last night she came home from daycare with her bug catcher and shoved it in my face.. "LOOK MUM!" she says.. its chocka block full of friggen creepy crawly bastards..

I made her put it at the front door for the night, but then I had dreams about stupid bugs all bloody night! So anyway, this reminded me of her :P

I had a dream..

2010-03-12T14:25:00.001+11:00

Oh my God, last night I had a dream that I just didn't want to wake up from.

Now, as most of you know, I'm not a Edward/Rob fan. Im Team Jacob. We all know this fact. So anyway, when suddenly Rob Pattinson appeared in my dream last night, I was stunned, to say the least.

So.. the dream.. apparently, I won a dinner for two, one of those people was Rob, and the other was me. Then I got to hang around with him (or should I say, he got to hang around with me) for a day or two, (my friends were there, including HV & Krystih :P) and we all sat around casually chatting. There was no 'intimate' bullshit between Rob and any of my friends (sorry Krys) or myself (I'm team Jacob, remember?!) just good food, good wine, and great conversation. He laughed a lot in my dream, and said lit'rally a lot too :P We were all sleeping in bunks, in one room, and when we woke up, we continued the very random conversation. I remember that I asked him if he slept with one eye open, in case Krysti tried to do naughty things to him, and he laughed (?!) and said that he was more concerned about the fans down the hall. There was a time lapse, then we were all going to the premier of Remember Me with him as his 'dates'.

I woke up in a really cheerful mood, with a much nicer attitude towards Rob :) It was a fun dream to have - hanging out with a celebrity.

So I just thought I would share that :P

Enjoy!

What a disastrous few weeks!

2010-03-09T14:16:00.000+11:00

It appears that i've been MIA for a few weeks..

Firstly, I flooded the house. The washing machine malfunctioned, and two hours later I stepped into the hallway with the intention of taking the clothes out to the clothes line, and sunk up to my ankles in water. The entire back half of our house was saturated. Furniture, clothes... the lot.

Stop laughing, it wasnt funny :(

We had to move in with mum for a week, until the carpet was properly dry. The carpet guy came and cleaned up for us, drying the carpet, and then putting massive heaters/fans in to blow under the carpet and stuff. Now we have this fabulous wet-wool-smell through the back of the house, thats really pissing me off.

So once that was sorted and we moved back in to the house, a week later we were hit with massive storms - the biggest we've seen in 100 years apparently! Trees and powerlines are down all over the place, houses are flooded, and our house is now a mess from so much water everywhere.

I said stop laughing.

So anyway, the interviews should start back up again shortly. I just need to get RL back in to order. Thanks for sticking around, though!

Important - Please Read

2010-02-02T09:47:00.000+11:00

Good morning ladies, and any stray gents who may have stumbled across my blog..

This post has a bit of a sombre feel to it, but I felt that it was important, because these things are not widely spoken about, and we need more awareness of the issue.

Yesterday, I was diagnosed with PND - Post Natal Depression.

I have struggled with depression on and off for most of my life. I have been medicated for it, even when my mother (who had not a lot of knowledge on the issue) told me that it was unnecessary and that it was 'all in my head'. She's changed her tune now though.

Two years ago, on January 27th, 2008, I had a breakdown. A serious one. I wont go into the events that led to it, but its part of what brings us to this post. It all came to a grinding holt when I tried to end it all. I wont say I tried to kill myself, because even to this day I don't think that's what I was trying to do. It was both a massive cry for help, and I honestly think that I just wanted to sleep. Period. I took 64 pills and 2 bottles of Rum.

So after landing myself in the hospital, and subsequently, the Psychologists office, and Family Care (who, btw, are amazing people, and dont get enough credit for what they do..), I vowed that I would never, _ever_ get to that point again. Ever.

So for the last month or so, i've noticed a few changes in myself. I'm moody, emotional, and i've been losing control. I even had an anxiety/panic attack at the train station when I sent my 6 yr old son to stay with his Opa for two days during the holidays. Im tired all the time (which I mostly attribute to the fact that I have a 9 month old daughter who wont sleep), and I general lack motivation. Plus, did I mention emotional? Everything upsets me. Im not normally this bad.

When I gave birth to my youngest child, I knew I had to watch out for the symptoms of PND, thanks in part to the fact that Ive struggled with depression for so long. Tegans birth was traumatic, to say the least. She was born in 25 minutes, with her head out in the elevator, she stopped breathing because her lung collapsed due to the speed of her birth, and I didnt even know she was a she until the midwife asked me if we had a name for her, AFTER they had whisked her off to the special care nursery. I didn't get to hold her for the first week or so of her life.

I was so proud of the fact that I was so aware of my feelings and stuff, that I just _knew_ that PND would never get me. I thought I could keep 1 step ahead of it at all times.

It wasn't until this weekend, when I had an _enormous_ fight with my father (he was in the wrong, I refuse to admit otherwise. What he said/did was extremely wrong, and he needs to admit that) that it all came to a crashing halt. I screamed at my mother, and blamed her for triggering my fathers reaction, and my brother, because i blamed him for telling my dad that I had said anything at all.

My brother rang me, twice, and I refused to answer my phone. I eventually spoke to him later that night, and we decided that the two of us really need to stick together. We only have each other. He gets married in two weeks time (good luck little brother!)...

Anyway, im getting off the track.

After my argument with my dad, I pretty much hit rock bottom again - the place that I vowed I would never be again. Mum sent me an email telling me that I _had_ to go and see a doctor because there was no way anybody wanted to see me in that place again, so I did. I saw the doc.

So the whole point of this post is to say, even though I _thought_ I was fully aware of PND, and thought I would see it coming from a mile away, I didnt. It's a silent 'killer' I guess you could say. I had absolutely no idea, I just thought it was mostly from lack of sleep... turns it that it's not.

Anybody.. _ANYBODY_ who even thinks for one second that they MIGHT be getting depressed, PLEASE go and see your doctor. Depression is a problem that is too often ignored - and a LOT of new mums feel like they are failing their baby if they admit that they have PND. If you admit you have it, then you can get help, and you can get on with loving and raising your child as best you can. Please don't ignore it.

That's all.

Twilight: What have you done to my wife?

2010-01-25T18:13:00.000+11:00

This isnt fanfic related, but it IS Twi related, and its more than worth the mention ;) I laughed so hard, I was panting! Go watch it BB's! I heart you all muchly :)

Keep an eye out for 'Jacob' and the wolf pack :P

So, now that you've all watched it, I wanna hear comments from HUBBY.. I wanna know how they think Twilight has affected them, and their lives/wives ;)

Hands on Me & Undeniable

2010-01-17T16:43:00.000+11:00

The very first Jake/Nessie fic I ever read was Hands on Me, which is written from Nessie's point of view. Somewhere around chapter 30-something, the author announced that she would write another fic, from Jake's point of view, called Undeniable. I was hesitant to start on another fic at the same time as HoM, but I did, and I never looked back.

That was a long while ago now, and HoM is nearing the end at 80+ chapters, so I thought it was about time I interviewed the author - IndependenceIndividuality. She is, hands down, the most awesomest person i've ever met. She was more than happy to answer my questions, and is always up for a chat :)

Me: What do you prefer to write about the most?
II: Fanfiction wise? Jake and Nessie of course! I may delve into other wolf/imprint themes later, but they'll probably be short projects. I'm a J/N girl at heart.

Me: What's your favorite 'Jake' moment, and in which story?
II: I have to say one of my most favorite Jake moments (I can't say favorite for sure, because there are too many!) is their last night "together", at the end where Jacob screams. Because he just really loses himself in everything he's feeling, the pleasure and the unbearable pain, and he lets go.

Me: What's your favorite 'Nessie' moment, and in which story?
II: Ooh, that's a tough one. She's my heroine! Hm . . . one of my favorites is in Undeniable when there's the countdown before Jacob leaves, and he sees her leaning at the sink. Her guard completely down. It was, to me, a very real moment. And of course, Nessie's famous 'like Nessie loves Jacob' line.

Me: Spoilers?
II: I've thought about this, and here's what I'll say: most of you are going to hate me when it's done, but I'm already planning my redemption.

Me: How long have you been writing?
II: My Momma says since I was four, but I obviously don't remember that. I can say as long as I remember though - I've always loved words.

Me: How do you prepare yourself for writing/get into the right frame of mind?
II: Nothing, really. I know that's wholly uninteresting, but it's true. I'm always in the writing frame of mind - always thinking about what I can be typing up next. When I first started Undeniable though, I would have to work on one consistently and then the other, because the styles were so different. Now I can just switch back and forth at will. :)

Me: Which is your favorite Twilight book and why?
II: I'm proudly and fearlessly going against the tide to say Breaking Dawn. I think it was, by far, the best of the series and my favorite, hands down.

You can check out her profile and her other works here, or follow her on Twitter. You can also check out the cool poster for Hands on Me & Undeniable here.

High Anxiety

2010-01-13T14:34:00.000+11:00

So I was reading this great story by Edwardsbloodtype the other day. It's called High Anxiety - and its very angsty. A few nice lemons, but a lot of angst and heartache. Poor OCDWard.. :(

So anyway, by some kind of miracle, while I was in the middle of reading, I heard a knock at my office door.. and who-the-bloody-hell do you suppose was standing there?? Esme and Carlisle! So of course, I could never pass up the opportunity to interview them, even if it _was_ all about Bella and Edward.. ;)

Edward's had a really rough time in his sixteen short years. How do you think it's affected him?

Esme: Well, he’s certainly been through hell and back, and undeservedly so. He has a tremendous strength and determination, however, I believe a person can only take so much before he breaks. That is where Edward is at the moment, with his spirit severely broken. He has been forced to turn over his entire life for a mistake that he did not make and he is far too young to have to be shown how harsh and unfair life can be. He should still be carefree and fearless, not the shell of a person he was before that girl got her hands on him. My Edward is still a boy in many ways, and having this dumped on him has been a tremendous burden to bear, particularly knowing that it has affected his siblings and his parents. If the court had not mandated therapy for him, Carlisle and I would most certainly have insisted on it.

How has it affected the family?

Esme: Well, we’ve all obviously been affected by it directly and indirectly. We chose to relocate, not only to get the boys out of the city into an environment where they can be less likely to be exposed to unsavory things, but to take Edward away from the scene he was involved in. When we discovered that he was using hard drugs, we knew immediately it was a cry for help, so we had no other option but to find a home elsewhere. Emmett and Jasper had no choice in the matter, and neither of them complained upon the disruption of their lives in the middle of high school. I think they should be commended for being so understanding and supportive of their brother. But the family has had to keep it together for Edward’s sake, allowing him room to discover who he is now, make his own mistakes and grow as he should have in Chicago. Yes, at times we do walk on eggs shells around him, choosing our words and actions carefully to be sensitive to his needs.

Carlisle: Edward’s situation has been difficult and trying for everyone. As a family, we have tried to support and nurture what Edward needs, because he is the most volatile and vulnerable of the three boys. When we moved to Forks, Jasper was coping with the absence of his girlfriend while Emmett was trying to reconcile being away from his large tight-knit group of friends. While in Chicago, we brought the boys to family therapy after Edward’s sentence was imposed, but we didn’t feel that it had any real benefit. The boys were resentful for having to go, which made Edward even more upset that he was forcing his brothers into a situation that they didn’t want to be in. Obviously, having to relocate was somewhat traumatic for the whole family, but, I think that though initially the boys and Esme were a bit out of sorts in Forks, now they all seem to have found what they need to make it feel like home. However, Edward continues to struggle with his issues, I suppose even more so now that he has Bella in his life.

Do you think Charlotte will ever come to her senses and drop the charges against Edward?

Esme: I honestly don’t think so. It has been over a year since we were in court, I think if she had any intentions of coming forth, she would have by now. Something profound has to occur for her to confess her untruths against Edward… God only knows what provoked her to do so in the first place. I know my son… I know beyond a shadow of a doubt he would never do this to a girl. I admit, I was horrified when we first knew about the accusations, because I had no idea he was even sexually active. But Charlotte was his friend, they were so close, and for her to do this to him, I feel she was forced and threatened. I suppose we will never know the truth.

*Carlisle rubs Esme's back in comfort*

Will Bella stick it out?

Carlisle: Neither of us know that answer for sure, and we often wonder the same thing. We hope for Edward’s sake she can, because the way he looks at her, it is undoubtedly a pure, deep love he feels for the girl. I don’t know if Edward would be able to physically stand being hurt by her. It is obvious that Bella adores Edward, we just hope that the friendship part of their relationship is strong enough to withstand not having a physical component. God knows my boys are horny, and well, I hate to think of the physical and emotional agony Edward is going through being in this situation and not being able to get any… release. Ow! *rubs his arm where Esme just smacked him*

Esme and I discuss their relationship all the time. We can’t decide if what they have is healthy, to be honest. We know they aren’t completely innocent in what they are doing, just by their body language and the way they are drawn to each other. I am not quite sure if they are sexually active behind closed doors, but Esme thinks they are. And that can’t be good for either of them. However, part of me has to condone it, simply because I believe that Edward’s sentence is, for lack of a better word, complete bullshit. The other part is simply fearful that they will get caught, and I shudder to think of what the repercussions of Edward having to serve time for this offense would do to him. I am certain he wouldn’t make it out alive.

Bella makes Edward happy. Why do you think this is?

Esme: As a mother of three boys, I can honestly say that I couldn’t have asked for more perfect companions for each of them, but Bella in particular- she has brought Edward back to life. I don’t know if it is who she is or what she is doing to Edward, or simply the fact that he is so in love with her, but Bella seems to have a power over him that is beyond comprehension. I feel that she is good for him, as she brings out his softer side. He seems to care more and she has definitely brought out his passionate side again, because he is talking to his therapist finally. She lights up a room when she enters, particularly for Edward. When he hears her name, his face brightness. It’s incredibly sweet, to be honest. I think she is a good influence on him for the most part and I have to commend her patience and understanding and compassion with his situation. However, I know they aren’t innocent in what they are doing together, and I feel at some point I have to just keep my eyes closed and hope for the best, because they do have the right to be normal teenagers, regardless of ridiculous court imposed sentences.

What song do you think would suit Edward and Bella's relationship the best?

Esme: Saints and Angels by Sarah Evans- Two broken souls joined together to be a whole.

Carlisle: Can’t Touch This by MC Hammer- Self Explanatory. Ow! *rubs arm again*

Edwardsbloodtype offered us a spoiler! Exclusive to my readers :)
EBT: In the next six months of the story timeline there will be three plane trips, two sweet little girls and one white dress.

A Woman Scorned..

2010-01-05T19:20:00.000+11:00

Recently I stumbled across a fic called A Woman Scorned by BellaBaby24. It's an all human Bella/Edward fic, where Bella leaves Edward after she discovers him cheating on her with her best friend Tanya.. really fabulous read..

So, because i'm a curious twitch, I had to ask her a few q's and she was gracious enough to oblige me with some answers!

How did you come up with the idea for 'A Woman Scorned'?
I actually came up with the idea for A Woman Scorned after reading a different fanfic. I don't remember the name of the particular story, but it inspired me. In the story, Bella knows Edward is cheating on her and accepts it. She determines it to just be his one flaw. I became so frustrated that Bella would knowingly marry a cheater and have a child with him. I just kept thinking that I could never be in a relationship with a man who wasn't faithful. Instead, I kept dreaming of all the things that I would do if I found out that my fiance/husband continually cheated on me.

How long have you been writing for?
This is actually my first venture in writing. I am enjoying it so far and hopefully I will continue once this story is complete.

Updates?
I try to update once a week. However, I will not be sticking to a set schedule any longer because of the material coming in the next few chapters.
I will need the expertise of my fantabulous beta, Irritable Grizzzly, to make sure that it flows correctly.

How many chappies?
Currently, it looks like A Woman Scorned will run for approximately 35 chapters. My outline is constantly evolving so I can't guarantee an exact number, but that is my current guess.

Why is your Bella so different?
My Bella is so different than canon Bella because I was tired of reading 'weak' Bellas in fan fiction. I really needed to read a Bella that I could relate to. When I couldn't find that Bella, I decided to create her.

Favourite AWS moment?
My favorite moment in the story hasn't actually happened yet. If you are asking me what my favorite moment is so far, I would have to say when Bella realizes she is crazy and that she should write a revenge book. This moment occurs in the San Francisco chapter of AWS.

Spoiler?
Here's the exclusive spoiler for your blog: In the next couple of chapters, Emmett will actually enact a revenge plot on Edward in real life.
I'm really looking forward to that moment!

So there you have it!

Follow BellaBaby24 on twitter - @bella_baby24 or check out her story here, or you can check out the outtakes for A Woman Scorned here (some really funny shit here!)

Tattward / Clipped Wings & Inked Armor

2009-12-23T13:43:00.000+11:00

So recently i've done a bit of photo manipulation, and they all seem to be of Tattward... so i thought, since these pics have been sooooo popular with the Twitches on Twitter (I think @Krystih has a picture of his plastered on the roof above her bed) I would share with you all!

So kick the kids out and lock up your husbands girls, it's time for some Tattward lovin'..

@HungryVampire helped with this one.. she put a head on the hot bod, and I added some more tatts, pierced him (yes, he has a pierced peen, you just can't see it..), added some shadows and stubble on his neck and softened his edges a touch :) He's hot, yeah?

Clipped Wings & Inked Armor by Hunterhunting

2009-12-16T17:12:00.000+11:00

Dont worry peoples! I am still here, and I have STACKS of recommendations, but it would be really unfair of me to dump all of them on you, all at once...

So, I'll start with a rec for a fic I'm reading at the moment, called "Clipped Wings and Inked Armor" by an awesome writer called @hunterhunting.

I started this story about a week ago, because a couple of the girls on Twitter mentioned it (actually, they mentioned Tattward (see pic above), and he was too irresistible to pass up) so I thought I would check it out...

It's basically an All Human (AU) fic, revolving around a very broken Bella, and an almost-as-broken Edward. Alice, Jasper, Rose and Emmett are all in it as well, so don't worry for those of you who love the others as well.. they're all there, but they're all human.. :)

There is a LOT of angst, drug use and swearing (chapter 21 had the word fuck 152 times!), but it's all balanced out with some really great lemons :)..

I'm still reading, and the chapters are loooong (which definately isn't a bad thing), but I felt it was just too good to pass up the opportunity to rec it :)

Go read it now, if you haven't already! Clipped Wings & Inked Armor, by @hunterhunting.

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And on a completely different note, Oh. My. God. Did you all see Taylor Lautner on Saturday Night Live? I didn't. We dont get SNL here, except on Pay TV, and even then its 12 months late.. so I watched snippets on Youtube. The one snippet that completely stuck in my mind was the one where he showed off his Martial Arts abilities... that shit was HOT!

If you haven't seen that yet, go check that out too...! Taylor Lautner's opening Monologue

OMG You'll never guess what happened!

2009-12-08T14:26:00.000+11:00

So anyway, I had a really huge, very busy day, what with reading all these fabulous new fanfics and stuff.. I was most of the way through Always & Never, by @Bostongirl1212, and it was pretty much time to get a move on, so I packed my stuff up and got organised to leave. I _really_ wanted to tell you all about Always & Never, BUT, this amazing thing happened to me, that I really want to share, because it’s so freaking cool, so I’m gonna tell you about that, instead....

I RAN INTO TEXTWARD-FREAKING-CULLEN!! Literally, smack bang into his rock hard, marble chest! Yup! I surely did! (Never mind that he's a fictional character, we'll ignore that for now..)

You can read about what transpired below...

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I glanced at the clock – 5:13pm. I quickly gathered up my coffee and other stuff on my desk, and headed for the door. As usual, I was in a hurry to get home to my family. After a long day of reading, writing, editing, and phone calls, I had well and truly had enough.

My phone rang in the pocket of my jeans, causing me to stop dead in the centre of the room. When I pulled it out, my husband’s name appeared on the screen. I hit the little green ‘answer’ button hesitantly...

Me: Hey Babe, what’s up?

Hubby: Hey, how’s your day been?

Me: Yeah, same old same old... oh! I did find this really cool new story that I’m introducing to my readers, though. It’s called Always & Never by an awesome chick called Bostongirl1212.

Hubby: Hmm, rightio. (Hubby just doesn’t get my obsession with fanfic).

Me: *sigh* Yeah, well, did you ring me for a reason?

Hubby: Oh, yeah. Can you get the kids from school and daycare today please? I’m gonna be running a little late tonight.

Me: Shit! That means I gotta leave here, like, five minutes ago!

Hubby: Sorry.

Me: Okay, well I gotta go then. See ya..

I hit the ‘end call’ button quickly, and shoved the phone back into my pocket. I had some serious ground to make up if I was gonna get to daycare on time so that I wouldn’t get charged for the extra minutes they had to stay behind waiting for me to arrive.

Racing to the door, I managed to drop the entire contents of my bag all over the floor, along with the files from two stories I was reading (which, I might add, I will introduce to you over the next couple of days). That’s what happens when you try not to spill your coffee all over the place. You spill everything else instead. Shit. This day was just getting fucking worse.

After I scooped the contents back in to my bag (keys, wallet, sunglasses, lipstick, bandaids, tampons, pens, kitchen sink, cheque book, yep, all there..) and made sure my stories were in order, I grabbed the handle of the door. With one final glance back into my office to check that I hadn’t forgotten anything, I backed out into the hallway, turning to pull the door closed. I heard footsteps coming, much more quickly than usual.

Typical, I thought. Everyone’s always in a goddamn hurry.

I glanced up, just in time to brace myself as this massive brick wall slammed straight in to me. Never mind that the brick wall was hot. Like, steaming-fucking-hot.

Motherfucking fuck. Shit damn fuck. Coffee no longer in my hands. Damn.

I spilt my coffee all down the front of him! I looked up, and he. was. pissed. He was wearing denim jeans that looked perfect on his long legs, and a tight fitting royal blue, short sleeved t-shirt that hugged every muscle in his torso. ...And I had ruined it. It now sported a dark coffee colored stain all the way down the front of it. I would be lying if I said I didn't wish he would remove that goddamn shirt and let me wash the stain out of for him. But he didn’t. He just scowled at me.

He looked up from his phone and practically growled. His eyes were dark, and angry looking.

"What the fuck!?" he growled at me.
I gaped at him, like the idiot that I was, when I realised that this was Textward-fucking-Cullen. He actually scared the crap out of me! I had only ever read about this Adonis before, never actually met him, and he was waaaay hotter in person. Even hotter than he was in the current fic that I was reading, Always & Never. Luckily, I was a happily married woman. Luckily. I snickered. As if Textward Cullen would ever be interested in someone as plain and boring as me. He had Bella.

He was a lot taller than me. His face softened when he saw that I was practically shitting myself. I’m not exaggerating when I say he looked terrifying.
He bent gently at the knees and stooped so his eyes were closer to mine.
“You okay?” He asked, placing a hand on my shoulder to steady me. He was a little gentler this time, than the first time he spoke.

...And true to form, just like an idiot, what do I say?
“Y-yea…uh…um…wow...I-I…um…am s-sorry…” What? I couldn’t come up with something a little more... coherent... to say? Loser.

If he hadn’t been staring at his goddamn phone, this would never have happened. Unobservant idiot. Unobservant _hot_ idiot. Probably another random girlfriend sending him sweet nothings in the form of a text message. I’m sure he had a plethora of girlfriends to choose from. Ahem. Yes, I was bitter. I was already running late, and clearly he did not help the situation.
He stood up straighter, and with a quick, polite nod, he was on his way again, running in the general direction of Krysti's office. Goddamn - She always got the hot ones.

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Now, because this was Textward-freaking-Cullen, I was curious to know what was going on in his head when all of this happened. I wanted to know what he thought of the whole showdown, so I asked Bostongirl1212 to have a chat with him to get his point of view. See below for his story.
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EPOV

Son of a bitch! I was running late. I never fucking run late. I am always fucking punctual, a little fucking obsessed with being on time actually. But of course, today I was texting Bella and lost total track of time. I swiftly pulled into Fan Fiction Headquarters. Taking the last few drags of my cigarette, I walked quickly to the front door. My phone buzzed again.

Fuck! I knew it. It was B-Girl ripping me a new ass for being late again this week.

“Where are you!? Get here now! Krysti has been waiting for you. Let me know your ETA.” BG.

“B-Girl, I am here! Sorry! I’m on my way up.” E.

I ran to the elevator yelling at a woman to hold it for me. B-Girl was still blowing up my phone bitching at me, once again, for being late. I was rushing down the hall, trying to reply to her fucking tenth message, when out of fucking nowhere, a body slams right into me.

"What the fuck!?" I hissed, pulling my eyes from my phone. I felt like shit as soon as I saw her face. She looked totally fucking frightened. And I felt like a total dick.

“You ok?” I asked trying to hide the annoyance in my voice. After all, she did in fact run into me, spilling her fucking coffee on me in the process.

“Y-yea…uh…um…wow...I-I…um…am s-sorry…”, she stammered.

I didn’t say another word. This just was fucking adding to my tardiness. I gave her a quick, apologetic nod, muttering “Ok” as I ran the rest of the way down the hall to Krysti’s office. She was definitely going to kick my ass for being so late again.

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This interaction between myself and Textward was written by Bostongirl1212. Go check out her story, Always & Never, RIGHT NOW!
If you want to see the interview that he was in such a damn hurry to get to, you can visit Krysti’s blog – http://anunhealthyaddiction.blogspot.com
@Krystih does post-chapter interviews with Edward for Bostongirl1212's story.

Welcome to the beginning...

2009-12-04T16:37:00.000+11:00

So, here we all are! I've started a 'general interest' kind of blog, and a twitter page to go along with it (twitter: @twifanfic), but I use the term 'general interest' very loosely.. You see, I am a closet Twilight Fanfiction Addict (here on in referred to as TFA). Ok, so maybe its not as secret as I thought. I'm even tempted to buy these cool Edward and Bella barbies for my daughter for Christmas! Sad, I know.. ;)

So anyway, the purpose for us all being here today? To confess :) And to feed our Twilight Fanfiction Addictions.. You'll find loads of links to great fanfic here, and it will be updated consistently, so as never to leave anyone out :)

Check in regularly, because I'm hoping to feature interviews with some of your favourite authors.. and occasionally some characters, too :)